I know there’s been winter somewhere. Honestly, I remember fall - and I remember it quite well, a long, hurtful fall and me sufocating beneath the dead leaves falling from the trees.
I woke up now to this rainy spring time. I see flowers strting to blossom everywhere. a deep green over the prairies because fo [...]
April 20, 2008
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A recent conversation suddenly crossed my mind. Five months had passed since we had our last talk. And there you were, trying to “start over where we had stopped”. “Let’s forget the last episode,” you said. Lolololol
You know what ? Being in love is not enjoying how special the other one makes us feel. Being [...]
April 16, 2008
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Standing there on the empty colourless desert, not knowing where to go. Wanted to go nowhere. Then, I started listening to some musical notes. At first, I thought they came from the very inside of me, an echo of long forgotten songs.
As it became clearer, I realised it came from a point ahead and made [...]
April 16, 2008
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Step by step, she told me. Take it easy. Take it slow. Don’t be so demanding with yourself, she said. List your priorities, then take care of each one at the time. And don’t feel discouraged if you don’t reach your goals at the first try. You’ll get there.
The I went on. Letting out all [...]
April 10, 2008
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It’s been a while. Since last time, I looked for professional help. Hard to acknowledge, at a certain point of your life, that you cannot overcome a difficult stage only by yourself. Hard to realize you need someone’s help, when one’s used to depend on your own strenght only, during all your life.
Have to admit [...]
April 10, 2008
Categories: Inside . . Author: Sand Posthorn . Comments: 2 Comments